Happy Mooncake Festival! :)

一年一度的中秋节又到了
以前小时候的我们一想到中秋节
就是可以玩灯笼
但当我们每一个表兄弟姐妹长大后就不曾玩过了
很怀念从前小时候的那一刻
现在的我们都长大了
而且其他的表兄弟姐妹都分散了
朋友们都各自有自己的地方去做工和读书
阿公也不在了
姨丈也不在了
我很想念他们~
今晚
我们大家去外婆家吃晚餐
但今年的晚餐不会再像以前那么的热闹了
那些热闹的气氛已离我们家越来越远了
不管怎样
我还是会很高兴得过这个中秋节
也祝福大家有个愉快的中秋节
今年没什么吃月饼
要减肥
我要穿bikini
哈哈哈~

家好月圆，人团圆~
也祝福在远方的表姐妹有个快乐的中秋节
虽然我们人不能再一起
但我们的心中是在一起的吧~

从小到大
都一直期待着有个特别的人跟我一起度过每一个节日
但我今年又miss掉了
我最想念的人他不在我身边~
哈哈
我干吗笑啊？
笨蛋~

今天我off day啊~
好高兴呆在家上网
哈哈哈
感觉很久都没放假了
累了，应该让自己休息的吧~
别委屈自己

那个蔡雁姗啊
我看她是太想我了啦
跑来我家来找我
哈哈哈
今晚就要去外婆家吃饭
就可以看见我啦
但是还是忍不住要来找我
实在太想我了啦她
哈哈哈
但是她明天又放假了
要去check眼睛
又留下我一个人
没有人kawan我

不知道今晚去外婆家吃饭后有什么节目呢?
我想要去看戏啊！
我要我要我要~

昨天在saloon的时候我用姗的电脑上网
一个好就没联络的人给我photo comment
我去看看他的profile
被姗看见了
还被她骂了一下
哈哈
因为不值得去浪费眼神看他的profile

其实她是关心我的
好高兴哦~


我本来很眼睡得
想说放假要在家睡大觉
没想到还呆在电脑前面
发神经



今天早上收到了darling的信息
‘灯笼节快乐’
高兴高兴
好可爱哦~

伦放学了
到家后我们两个真实吵得半死
哈哈哈
怎么会有这样的两姐弟啊？
妈咪都笑我们了啦~

开心~笑不停 :D

前天我和朋友们去了lintas upperstar吃晚餐。
去到萍家的时候我不小心撞到他家的tun
车花了一点
心痛死我了 T.T
到了upperstar我用手机上网
阿沾tag给我们一张照片
啊！是justin bieber!!
oh my, 是被改了的justin bieber
居然使mr.bean得脸~
笑死人了
吃完后我们就去了suria play snooker
哈哈哈哈~
居然闹出很多好笑的话题
萍是小笼包居然变成了shao mai
欣是两块半的大包
而我是一块半的包
哈哈哈哈~
搞到他们都笑番了
几乎一整个晚上都在笑~~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
回到家还是忍不住地自己一个人傻笑
开心~

昨晚和朋友们也太太太开心了
说了根多废话
我们还为自己起名
我叫坏蛋~~
哈哈哈。。。
宪威到底应该叫什么呢？
小鸡鸡？
鸡蛋？
鸡毛扫？
哈哈哈
把他的名离不开‘鸡’就对了
后来雄说
不如他叫蒸蛋好了
哈哈哈
笑惨了啦~~~
萍是海面宝宝
雄是捣蛋
欣是什么呢？
两块半好了
哈哈哈哈~~

从心痛到珍惜的好朋友~

前天在做工没有顾客的时候
翻着以前的照片看
我看见了这张照片

重点是这个地方
我好怀念 :(

那天在店里跟姗在玩~
哈哈
笑不停~
还在fb post一些搞笑的status
真是笑死人了
还跟朋友们post搞笑的comment
那一刻感觉好开心哦
所以我决定了应该每天都这样
哈哈哈哈
笑一笑，心情都变好了

晚上我和朋友们去唱k
居然满位了
所以等了一下
欣请我吃我最爱的bitter chocolate
但是它并不苦
有点甜
但是还是好吃啦
谁叫我酱爱chocolate
要减肥还不停吃
死肥婆！！！
当天晚上也遇到了connie他们
我跟connie到底怎么了？
我们就好像是两个陌生人一样
我们怎么了？
我好心痛，伤心

唱到一半雄突然说他的皮包不见了
我们都在帮他找~
最后，我们找到了
原来掉进了沙发地下
他笑了
也松了一口气
:)

昨天
还是一样照常去做工
我上网
看见了connie post
‘心痛’
我们开始聊了起来
从心痛到珍惜
我真的希望是永恒的期限~
那一刻，
我很感动
我快哭了
因为
我真的很在乎她这位朋友
真的不想失去她
我并没有为她做过什么
但是我们的友谊已超过了界限
我不知道该怎么做
也许
一段长久的友谊真的要吵下架才好吧~
我应该了解她的
我应该体谅她的
因为
我是认识她的
不得不承认某些事
因为某些事是因为有些人在我们背后从中作梗
不管怎样
这一秒
他是我的朋友
就一辈子使我的朋友
我试着对待每一位朋友都公平
也试着去认识更多的朋友
因为多一个朋友比少一个朋友来的好
希望我们大家回过的比现在好~
嘱咐我的朋友们天天开心 :)

Feel a bit sad :(

Something wrong with my work today
customer wanna perm her eyelash
but i failure it in 2 times
i wonder why this happen
i tried hard to find the reason
last, i just realize i use the same 牙签
留着了另外一个药水
所以第二个药水进不了
为了节省
导致了失败
i sad because i care
i care my job
i care my craft
even it's fail
but it can make me learn more
well, i should be happy
but i'm down because i fail
好伤心~
心很痛
答应自己
从此以后不要再发生这种事
我希望以后会做的更好

我很好~

Hello
好几天没有上来了
这几天很忙啊~
店里很多customer
好开心啊！
星期五那天我和朋友们下kk
去哪里呢？
哈哈，去喝~~
感觉很久没有喝了
至从停止后就没有想过要跟朋友们去喝
我还跟他们说下次去喝不用叫我了
因为我要减少了
去玩得日子越来越少
每次都呆在家里
每个人都奇怪我怎么突然变成这样
大家都问是不是遇到了我的mr.right
哈哈哈~
一个人的改变难道就不能为了自己吗？
也许，我是为了某人
但我也为了自己好
那天答应他们下
大家都奇怪为什么我就这样答应了
他们还以为我是为了伤心因为某人走了
其实我并没有
我一直都很好
我还是平时的我
他们想的太复杂了吧！
也许大家都很关心我吧
哈哈
看见他们酱关心我
我还会有点感动
开心的叻
虽然他们偶尔很喜欢欺负我
可能我天生就好欺负吧
像傻婆一样

近来我们都没联络了
电话也不曾有
‘蝴蝶眨几次眼睛，才学会飞行。。’
每关系
当我自己想听的时候可以自己开来听听

最近在学习着不去爱别人
让别人爱上自己
这样就不会受伤害了

这几天开始有运动了
放工后去跑步
今天去了打球
哇
很久没打球了
出汗的感觉真爽
我要减肥啦~~~
哈哈
我很胖
我是肥婆
我要瘦
哈哈~~
加油没用的
要就行动
我真的行动了
：）

等着宪威来载我
我们要去唱k
:)

Contentment

Sometime human do not know how to be contant
they not to be content about their life and any else
Well, sometime you know that would be make yourself hurt or unhappy
but you will be always to continue and continue to make it
why do human like that ?
Lols.. i don't know~
cause i'm the one who the most stupid
even i know that would be make me sad
but i still make it down

Someone is leaving from me
leaving this place and go other side far from me
perhaps that is good for me
because if he still living around of me
i will be continue and continue to fall in love with him
如果他离开是一种让我自己解脱
i should be happy

Well, i'm sleepy in this morning when in work
i really can't stand it,
oh my~
luckily got a customer makeup
make me feel spirit directly
Melvin come to find me just now
we talk talk talk
Now is my lunch time, gonna go work soon le
haiya^^
sleepy oh
i want oi oi~

Movie day! But i suddenly miss my friends so much :(

i just come back from kk
go watch movie just now
before movie we took pizza
wow, long time didn't eat pizza already a
yummy!! :)
今晚，
就这样了~
我怎么了？
傻了吗？
不是啊~
是心淡了
怎么办？
嗨哟~不知道啦
刚才在看戏
但是心飞到萍他们那里去了
miss them suddenly
think back a bout when go movie with them last time
just realize that we long time didn't go movie together liao
i miss them
我为什么抛弃他们？
i shouldn't like that
so bad la me
那一刻
我超想开着车载着他们
抱着我的好朋友们~
i just realize
我有多么的爱他们
i will spend more time for my buddys :)
more and more and more
oh yeah~
we will go go kl next year in may :)
i'm happy because of we can go together :)

A song from siung :)

03 sept 2010 we went to shin's birthday at her grandmom's home

we were kara ok there

someone sang a song

i heard that song seem like not bad

and the guy sang so well

我转过头看了看

原来是雄

i fall in love with this song <3

i direct go asked what's this song's title

‘撕夜’

that time i was think

when we go sing k or pub i can choose this song for siung~

last monday we went to sing k

i choose this song for him

because i want to hear

he was wondering why i will choose this song for him

lol.... he sang..

oh my!!

so nice^^

luckily i got record it

i listen this song non-stop when free in worked

:D

God bless me！ ：）

Just come back from outside
I went to golden justnow with friends :)
yeah!
tomorrow will go go movie
thought wanna dinner at kk de
but melvin said he wanna go church
haix..
it's too late le

看着你自己越在乎的人要离开真的很舍不得
我舍不得~
i appreciate tomorrow
i swear i will

今天又第一次的出现~
i'm happy
这里拨着‘嫁给我；这首歌
i will always remember this moment :)
even this just a memory
i will keep it in my heart, in my mind
我会永远记得我爱过这个人

i wishing myself i will have a wonderful day tomorrow with someone i really like
even only go for movie
我已知足了
有多少人不能和自己喜欢的人出街？
我算是幸运的一个了

i decided~
i won't tell that people i like that i like him
cause i feel that我只为我自己着想
我根本没有给别人机会去深入的认识我
短短的时间怎么让别人知道我有多喜欢他
well, i will wait for the day when just i can tell him

等待让一个人很难过
但我知道等待一个你值得去爱的人是值得的
我会乐观的看待一切
因为我知道我还有很多很多好朋友会支持我的
包挂我的家人
我爱他们
很爱~
所以我必须保持像开心果一样的开心

god bless me! :)

i have to wake up early tomorrow
i have a early appoinment tomorrow morning
well, i have to sleep now
night to peipei :)

Good day :)

it's ''people mountain people sea'' again today


but i'm happy even i was tired


because i can earn a lots :P


wearing high hill today


but change a slippers at saloon


yer... so ''le feh'' la me


hahahahaha





originally i lunch with a friend


but i couldn't go out because i got customer


i was hungry


i have no time to go lunch


it's a bad news


but i have a good news too


i got a special lunch today


my friend help me ''tapao''


and i was eat in saloon


it's delicious


i have never eaten a delicious lunch like today


both of them told me that


''is him treat you''


another said '' is him treat you''


huh ? i was blur~~


at last


baru i knew it's both of them treat me


hahaha


wow, excited!!!


Thanks for both of us anyway,


it's my lunch..
排骨王饭<3

gonna go out again later
soon~~
xian wei date me to go yamcha
and melvin date me to go yamcha too
melvin's friend name kelvin is in papar now

What a busy day~~

So many customer today
''people mountain people sea'' oh
haha :D
busy from morning til evening
seem like i'm steady in cabut kening already :)
yeah, i'm happy that i learn a lots
my leg very pain now
and tired

ping said siung wanna spend us to go sky box later
haha, what happen to him ?
hairan~~

i went to lunch with zhan and lim beh today
i ate ''shang nyuk mi hun''
yummy, long time i didn't eat already

haix.. leave 2 days :(
我越来越舍不得了
melvin told me
''我们应该接受一切''
i totally agree with him
it's gonna be sad
but we still have to continue with our life
我们不该把感情排在第一位
恩，我一直都把事业排在感情的前面

yesterday xiu ming teacher and her brother's wife came for makeup
她们都很喜欢我为她们化的妆
i'm so happy oh
:)

i wanna go movie oh
i hope to go movie before he leave
rainning recently
mummy won't let me drive :(

now heavy rain outside
so cold one~
a bit lazy wanna go out
i was sleep just now
now feel a bit spirit
hohohoho~~
daddy and brother go keningau already
leave mummy and I at home now

Mariah Carey - Without You

If i have voice like her :)

Suffering~

I'm damn suffer now
I went out with Melvin just now
we talked a lots
He told me about him and esther :)
A bit envy with him.. :P

I was read a article
the title is ''学会爱自己''
sometimes those article make me learn a lots
让我知道人生的道理
i feel that i'm the one who the most love myself
but after i read that article
i just knew it
我一点都不爱我自己

‘不要为了任何事任何人折磨自己。譬如说不吃饭，哭泣，自闭。。这些都是傻瓜才会做得’
Lol.. This is me, peipei~
我承认我是个软弱的人
I easy to cry
Sometimes i will be quite all the time when i'm moody.
朋友们说我是他们心中的开心果
如果开心果不开心
那其他人怎么开心？
I told myself thousand times already
whatever what happen
i need to cheerful always to face those things
but i always couldn't make it
and now, i gonna wishing myself
i wish i will be cheerful always to face everythings is coming for me
no matter what happen

And now, i'm suffering
i knew somethings what i care
i can't make decision by myself
''yes'' or ''no''
anyone who can tell me ?

有些事
我不想轻易的放弃
因为一开始，是自己做得决定
Honestly
i have no confident to myself
i have no idea for myself
some more i don't know what to do
but我就是不想放弃
那时因为我是认真的~

‘不开心的时候白天看看蓝天晚上看看夜色，广阔的天空自有属于我们的爱，宁可高傲的发霉也不要低调的恋爱。跟自己说我是最好的，保持一份自信。’
我希望我可以做到这一点
the day who the one i love he will be leave coming soon
i can do nothing for him
i just pray for him that he will be happinese in his life
i miss him, i miss him, seriously.. i miss him
我不知道他离开的后我的天空会是什么颜色
但我依然会仰着头看着天空
那是因为我不想把泪流出来
虽然会有一段时间不能见面
但是我觉得在这段时间我会忙于在工作上吧
waiting to see him again :)
as he said ''god bless us''
就算是单身，我也会高傲的过日子
because i'm pround i fall in love with someone is the best guy in my life
even thought he is not my bf

i will miss you....
always..

范逸臣-除此之外

当我想念你的时候，

我最想听的歌是这首，

因为你喜欢

Nothing is impossible, did you agree ??

时间过得很快
9月10号快到了
我舍不得~

很久都没上来了~
今天，我来了~
这几天店里很忙，
星期五去了欣的生日party，
星期六我们去FF.
星期日很早就起床了，
去做工~
好累啊，累到快晕了。。。

今天阿廖跟我说nothing is impossible
你相信吗？